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I want colourful cranes. |
Hi. I don't know. Seriously. Ever since father slapped me, I grew a hatred for him. It's like automatic. Just a snap of fingers and ta-da. CHANGE. My attitude towards him sucks. Shout at him almost everytime. Felt irritated when he's talking to me. I know I shouldn't be doing all these. I am, yes, he's my father, I shouldn't be rude to him. However, everytime the memories just flashed back and anger flared inside me. I don't know how to change my attitude towards you. Just now, you anyhow touch and drew my art piece, I screamed at you cause I took a very hard time to do it yknow, not because I wanted to have fun shouting at you. And everytime you talked to me, I felt irritated cause you always talk lame nonsense. I don't like. Aiya, whatever. Okay, I only know I love you.